Closet MentalCASE DAMN! Today sucked hard at work! I do not ever remember being so busy. My head feels totally muddled. Let's talk about last night... I met (briefly) some other Texas Diarylanders at Crystal's pizza. Lapisllong, Naomibeth, Rizzn, and Crackbaby Louis were there. It was the first time for me to meet Rizzn and Crackbaby Louis. For some reason Louis looked very familiar to me. hmm... Maybe I met him in another life. It was nice meeting new people, but I don't think I will go again until my hubby can go. Naomi and Mis children were old enough to play on their own and I had to chase after my bambina. I WANTED TO SOCIALIZE, but mommyhood does take precedents! I will just have to wait until Andy gets out of school, so we can take turns watching Taylor and socializing. On to another topic... I LOVE that CD Lapisllong and O.Penguin made for me. It has some fantastic stripping songs on it. #1 Crush by Garbage was my fav, but I think that I like this one song by Lords of Acid better.... lick my boobs to please me...The Power is Mine, I think it is called. Do you know what I have discovered about myself? I think I am a closet mental case... This one friend of mine was commenting the other day about how she admired the way I have my life together and actually have a high self esteem. How do you tell someone like that that is a facade? I want people to think that I have a level head, but dammit, if I don't feel like a mental case and no, I do not have a very high self esteem. Maybe some other day, I will share my thoughts about what a weirdo I am. Saturday night I am supposed to go to the Gentlemen's club. Yay! Last weekend we went to Fantasy Ranch for Andy's 25th b-day. We had a good old time. My husband got three lap dances and even got to spank a girl.... I got to spank her once, too. :-) I am not really looking forward to going to the Men's Club this weekend, though. I don't know, maybe it is the mood that I am in right now. Oh well. I will write more later. I am just not in the mood to write anymore.